One more day...
One more day and its the weekend.My Nancy came to see me tonight.We had a great time its been a long time since we did that.We spoke about guy(2 girl together HAVE to speak about guys),we talk about memories we have together god I miss that moments.When I could call her a 4 am and say please come get me!!!But hey thats what life is,we have to move on even if its hard sometime.
Today at the job they spoke about something ,I wont write this here ,but they werent for it.I was feeling so bad,feeling like if those comment were just for me.Sometime you took bad decision and it follow you everwhere.I will always regret and always feel bad because of this I think.Inside Im feeling so much rage these days I think im gonna BOUM soon.I need a full afternoon of kickboxing because I dont know what Im gonna do.It seems that everybody decide to be against me.Well Matt is coming back tomorow maybe it gonna help.I need so much but on the other side I dont want nothing.I know why I feel that way,I know I wont bring him back,I know I will never forget.I hope to forget but I need to face the truth.Thats why they ask you are you sure???Stupid like I am I said yes without thinking further, I was selfish,I wanted joy and happiness and I knew that this person could bright it to me.It did but inside I have a big hole full of regret.
And Val your opinion was stupid and not human.
Today at the job they spoke about something ,I wont write this here ,but they werent for it.I was feeling so bad,feeling like if those comment were just for me.Sometime you took bad decision and it follow you everwhere.I will always regret and always feel bad because of this I think.Inside Im feeling so much rage these days I think im gonna BOUM soon.I need a full afternoon of kickboxing because I dont know what Im gonna do.It seems that everybody decide to be against me.Well Matt is coming back tomorow maybe it gonna help.I need so much but on the other side I dont want nothing.I know why I feel that way,I know I wont bring him back,I know I will never forget.I hope to forget but I need to face the truth.Thats why they ask you are you sure???Stupid like I am I said yes without thinking further, I was selfish,I wanted joy and happiness and I knew that this person could bright it to me.It did but inside I have a big hole full of regret.
And Val your opinion was stupid and not human.