Damn Monday..

[sarah006]

Well people who say that Monday is the worst day of the week are telling us the truth.Today the first thing my boss told me is..."did you lost weight since the last time I saw you?(one week ago)you look terrible...are you sick...you should have sleep more ,so are you in a good mood today?...." Yeah what do you think..I had to wake up at 4 am because someone decide that I m working at 5 this week and you almost told me I look like a scarecrow!I dindt say it but almost.After this Good morning sara , my friend start to speak to me about how happy she is about something I m trying to avoid,how her boyfriend is because of the damn subject that I hate and bla bla bla she didnt stop at all,I found peace just when I drop her home at the end of the day.I m trying to dont think about it and she had to bring it back in my face..its true that she doesnt know the story but since I want to be a good friend to her I just say nothing and try to look happy.I just want to forget the damn thing ,forget the stupid decisin that I took but I cant.,I have Matt,my life is better now but this .... had broke something that cant be replace.Its just driving me crazy more and more.

I think this is what we call a fucking bad day.Im gonna go sleep and trying to be in a better shape for tomorow morning.