no love from the tarot
i got my cards done by theresa. she is amazing, really. but no love for another 2 or 3 years?? that was a little hard to swallow, but on the other hand it made a weird weight lift off my shoulders.
and i told him. i know this info makes him happy, and it makes me happy how he covets me. there is nothing that lasts, and the fantasy of what isn't is enough food for my in flight soul anyways.
i feel grown up, more and more insecurity drops away and all the standards i used to try to hold myself to; standards that is of what i want other people to think of me, are shedding and shriveling. i'm getting grown and it's liberating. it's good to be here, sometimes i can't believe that i actually made it.
and i love sage francis. mmmm, he has my heart. and he'll treat it good in his gentle poetic way, with just enough gruff to be hot and lust. fantasy, you rule!
and i told him. i know this info makes him happy, and it makes me happy how he covets me. there is nothing that lasts, and the fantasy of what isn't is enough food for my in flight soul anyways.
i feel grown up, more and more insecurity drops away and all the standards i used to try to hold myself to; standards that is of what i want other people to think of me, are shedding and shriveling. i'm getting grown and it's liberating. it's good to be here, sometimes i can't believe that i actually made it.
and i love sage francis. mmmm, he has my heart. and he'll treat it good in his gentle poetic way, with just enough gruff to be hot and lust. fantasy, you rule!