Things aren't really that bad, I just feel...stuck.

Jan 19, 2007 19:43

Nobody sees when you are lying in your bed
And I wanna crawl in with you
But I cry instead
I want your warm
But it will only make me colder when it's over
So I can't tonight, baby

No, not "baby" anymore, if I need you
I'll just use your simple name
Only kisses on the cheek from now on
And in a little while, we'll only have to wave

My hand won't hold you down no more
The path is clear to follow through
I stood too long in the way of the door
And now I'm giving up on you

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On the couch with Alexa. :) I stayed in bed till 12 today, mostly just cause I could. 'Twas nice, my friends, 'twas nice.

I have been feeling sooooo much recently. Almost dropped out of school, just to force myself to DO something with my life. Which I still think would be a good idea. But maybe spring term...

I just want to go to Manhatan and take dance classes and be a taxi driver, you know!!!

And I think life is crazy and it scares me a little too.

Which is a good thing.

I keep saying I need something. (Some things acutally, some specific, but really just more feelings emotions circumstances) but do I really need them? I should just enjoy things as they are now, I guess.

Crap.
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