it would be
It would be so neat to make my own film. If I could actually do it, here is what I would cover:
- two people in love
- a mother and her devilish child
- a grandma who is old and has no family and no pot to piss in
- a world with a lot of trash
- an elephant (it's because there's one sitting on my desk, OK? lol)
- a robbery
- religon
- humanity
- a man trying to figure it all out.
I don't know, I think I'm heading somewhere, don' you think so? ;o]
OKAY, what's going on in my life? Well, I'm working really hard at school, my learner's permit, reading more, acting(as allways) and my next audition. There are these auditions for "Suessical: the musical"- in my DISTRICT, not school, district. It's where all the kids from the Clark County Theatre Program, meaning all these different school theatre programs, get the chance to audition for this one show where they tour together and it looks really good and blah blah blah. Anyway, if you make it, you get to haul your car all over the places to different rehearsal locations, and if all goes well, you travel out of state and perform in front of 2-5,00 people, pretty neat huh? I also saw ETERNAL SUNSHINE of THE SPOTLESS MIND. wow, I really like that movie, a LOT, a lot a lot. Jim Carrey, wow, he amazes me. OMGSH! And he lived in RVC in the movie, ain't that cool?! It would be a little freaky though if he actually lived in Oceanside. No, but Rockville Center is like urban/nice area, it can be both. On the way back from the movie, I took notice to my scenery a little more than usual. It's So, EMPTY, like considering how fast Vegas is building, it really isn't. Where are all the diners, and corner store, and I don't know, I don't know, just stuff that isn't here, all the trees and the beach? gggrrawwr. I wish I had more friends, I'm such a loser, there is no one in this town that is excited about me, I don't feel like making an effort, I just want them to be there and push me to be with them, just like they allways did, just FRIENDS. Why does the new person in town allways have to make the plans, can't things just be simpler, like it's annoying to have to call up someone like 3 or 4 times just to get them to say hello to you. Why can't I just pick up the phone and be like "where you at ghurl?". OH, right, I'd be going against the rules. I don't want to have time for friends, but when I do want the time, the're not there.
alright.