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Hey guys... I hate to do this, but from now on my journal is gonna have to be friends only, and this is why...
The truth and nothing but the truth
Weds i got hired at this store called Kid 2 Kid. So i called home thinking that everyone would be real pleased. Robert wasn't. WE have been trying to sell the store for a few weeks now, because rent is more then we can afford. So i figured that once we sold the store, i would move in with shannon, and get a real job since they wouldn't need me anymore. well, i got hired at kid 2 kid, and robert was bitching at me about responsibility, and how they need me at the water store and all that. and i realized that i was a doormat. now i have always known that, but it hit me really hard, and i got angry. i have been forced into a life where i have to do things solely for others. i haven't done anything for myself in longer then i can remember. so i decided that i would leave home. so i called and left a message at the water store, once i got to shannon's, and said that i was going on vacay. so then all hell broke loose, and i ended up staying with nicole on weds night, and i stayed with her during the day on thursday, and she dropped me off with shannon last night. i went shopping yesterday to get things like a toothbrush, and underwear, because i left with nothing. so now i live at shannon's. yesterday was the best i have felt in a really long time. i was so happy last night. shannon and i went grocery shopping after he got off of work. i start my new job on monday, but i have to go in sun to fill out papers, and get to know my way around. so things are good. i mean, i kinda miss my mom, and i feel bad that i hurt her, but i had to do it. i need to start living for me, not someone else. anyway, this will be my last public post. after this, it will be friend's only. well, i have to go. i'm hungry, and freezing. peaceout! love, sara
The truth and nothing but the truth
Weds i got hired at this store called Kid 2 Kid. So i called home thinking that everyone would be real pleased. Robert wasn't. WE have been trying to sell the store for a few weeks now, because rent is more then we can afford. So i figured that once we sold the store, i would move in with shannon, and get a real job since they wouldn't need me anymore. well, i got hired at kid 2 kid, and robert was bitching at me about responsibility, and how they need me at the water store and all that. and i realized that i was a doormat. now i have always known that, but it hit me really hard, and i got angry. i have been forced into a life where i have to do things solely for others. i haven't done anything for myself in longer then i can remember. so i decided that i would leave home. so i called and left a message at the water store, once i got to shannon's, and said that i was going on vacay. so then all hell broke loose, and i ended up staying with nicole on weds night, and i stayed with her during the day on thursday, and she dropped me off with shannon last night. i went shopping yesterday to get things like a toothbrush, and underwear, because i left with nothing. so now i live at shannon's. yesterday was the best i have felt in a really long time. i was so happy last night. shannon and i went grocery shopping after he got off of work. i start my new job on monday, but i have to go in sun to fill out papers, and get to know my way around. so things are good. i mean, i kinda miss my mom, and i feel bad that i hurt her, but i had to do it. i need to start living for me, not someone else. anyway, this will be my last public post. after this, it will be friend's only. well, i have to go. i'm hungry, and freezing. peaceout! love, sara