May 10, 2005 23:56
hey guys! things are okay, i figured that i would write a real entry as i am not going to bed any time soon. fo some reason i only go to bed after 2am. this sucks. i am absolutely insane, and have serious issues. i have definately not been myself lately, and i wish that i could make me more like me again. i feel like i have been faking me for so long. i pretend that i am me, but in reality i am someone else. does that make sense? anyway, i keep dwelling on the past, maybe it's just this time of year. i don't know. well, peace out! love, sara