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it's been raining so much these past few days, and i just feel heavy and soaked, from walking around in the rain and from carrying around a list of tasks I must complete before time runs out.
there have been good times lately, but nothing good seems to last longer than the absolute dread of facing the total change that will happen soon. I may have a real grown up job faster than I actually thought that I would. I'm keeping it to myself, in case it doesn't work out.
my mind seems to shuffle from absolute confusion to utter joy pretty quickly these days.
there have been good times lately, but nothing good seems to last longer than the absolute dread of facing the total change that will happen soon. I may have a real grown up job faster than I actually thought that I would. I'm keeping it to myself, in case it doesn't work out.
my mind seems to shuffle from absolute confusion to utter joy pretty quickly these days.