in crush <3
have u ever just wanted to be with someone soo much that you try everything in your power not to sound dumb or make mistakes or just they bring out this smile on your face everytime you look at them or talk to them that you have no idea where it came from but all the sudden realize you are really just that happy.. and those butterfliesw in your stomach arise everytime you think about it.. yah thats the way i feel about him.
Things are going alright.. through all this crap ive been through with this accident i can say one thing good has come out of me.. im stronger than ive ever been before. I never thought i would survive these last few months.. today it has been 3 months exactly since that accident and today im happy to be sitting here telling you that this is a positive thing. I feel so much better about life than i ever have and its not just because of a new crush.. its just because i can finally accept the fact that who i am is who i am.. and life is precious and beautiful and i shouldnt be sitting around waisting time that i could be having fun and enjoying things. Soon i will be able to walk again. Soon i may be able to go out and have a beer with a few friends. i can't wait. but i wouldnt be here if it wasn't for strength.. strength you all knew i had but i never saw. thank you.
Things are going alright.. through all this crap ive been through with this accident i can say one thing good has come out of me.. im stronger than ive ever been before. I never thought i would survive these last few months.. today it has been 3 months exactly since that accident and today im happy to be sitting here telling you that this is a positive thing. I feel so much better about life than i ever have and its not just because of a new crush.. its just because i can finally accept the fact that who i am is who i am.. and life is precious and beautiful and i shouldnt be sitting around waisting time that i could be having fun and enjoying things. Soon i will be able to walk again. Soon i may be able to go out and have a beer with a few friends. i can't wait. but i wouldnt be here if it wasn't for strength.. strength you all knew i had but i never saw. thank you.