Oct 25, 2004 00:20
so yea....i went to freakers ball and if i may say..... IT RAWKED MY SOX!!!
the only reason i went was to see THE USED. and they blew me away.
after THE USED got off stage we went to go to the bathrooms and get me
a pair of "THE USED" panties. well while standing in line paul points out that
bert is talking on air for the EDGE. paul held me up the whole time :D
we tried to get close but all the 11-teen your olds (a kool phrase picked up from aaron) we to busy pushing
to drool over him, and im to gimpy with my crutch to go anywhere, so paul held me the
whole time. afterwards when they were done, paul and aaron helped me get to the side of the rails
to talk to bert. ( i figured it was a lost cause because i was to gimpy to get though and get a chance)
and some girl kept hitting into me and paul and i called her a bitch and she turned around
to call me a bitch back and i ignored her because i was to focused on getting to talk to him.
and arron flicked his butt at her. aaron tried to get bert to come over and talk to me.
i told bert how much he truely
inspired me. all these girls are like" bert your so hot and blah blah blah"
and its wasnt like that for me. its was diferent. i had to tell him how much his music
has impacted me. i told him that with being sick with guillian barre and seizures
his music has kepy me sane. wether im sad, angry, happy i listen to the first CD and it moves me.
i find it helps to inspire my own writing. and that it was truely a blessing to meet him.
he took a step back and put his hand over his heart and just gave me a look as if he was
able to see my whole life over all the time i was sick and to see in my face how much
his music meant to me. and he came over and gave me a full on hug. not a half assed
one with the back pat. NO, he hugged me as if he knew... as if he truely knew in his
heart how i was feeling, and i cried. this wasnt about me telling him how hot he is
(which i think he is) this was about him knowing how much his music has impacted my life