all the things left undiscovered
today i cruzed downtown fort mill with pj, now talk about a hoppin place, that is not one, there was also an unsuccesful attempt to break into her school and we did some more nothing and i can't order ice cream by myself. :(
this is tiny writing
last night i watched the 3:30 am showing of Cool Runnings, and i noticed that all of the commericals were ethier for coccaine anynomonos(whatever) or ovaltine. and it makes me wonder if the two are related like do most crack offenders enjoy ovaltine or is there coccaine in ovaltine. i'm on to them.
lately i've been in the throes of crazyness, my thoughts keep me up at night, bringing back my insomnia and this has been the cause for my late late movie watching (i.e. cool runnings) it starts with me worrying about my family, whats gonna happen when jess goes to college, her going to college just makes me sad, then i think about school coming up, how the possibly of not being able to handle everything i have planned for this year, dying with some of my classes, my parents want me to take an SAT class on tuesday nights and when i told them that won't work for me cause home team and my dad asked what's more important and i said home team and he got mad at me, then i just seem to find something wrong with everything. i wish things could get better, i complain. then last night, i've been going through jeremiah and in jeremiah 20:7-18, while jeremiah has been prophizing to the peoples the peoples don't take it so well and they are plotting to kill jeremiah and peoples make fun of him, so he goes and complains to God, then half way in his complaint he comes to realization that God is with him and is gonna take care of his oppressors and then he goes and gives God prasies. but then in the last set of verses jeremiah goes back to complaining and wishing he was never born. right after he said that to God he commits his cause (verse12) i think i have been like this recently. right after i get right with God about everything realize that God will take care of the things im going through right now and i shouldn't let this get away from what God wants me to do. but sooner or later im back to complaining. but i think i'm over it now, it took some realizing,
Jeremiah 15:20
I will make you a wall to this people, a fortified wall of bronze; they will fight against you but will not overcome you, for I am with you to rescue and save you," declares the LORD .
kbye