meme (from Smoot!)
This may explain some things for those who wonder...
* I am: trying to convince myself to clean my apartment but filling this out instead.
* I think: I did what I had to given the circumstances
* I know: people told me to do it way sooner, but it wasn't like it was easy
* I have: a lot of great friends
* I wish: I could have been better at communicating, or at least satisfied that I said what I needed to
* I hate: thinking about it
* I miss: J
* I fear: teaching, because I really was affected by that stupid principal's comments
* I hear: "You are so Beautiful" running through my head...
* I smell: if i don't shower for a few days. Good thing I can't do that.
* I crave: pickles and honey, but I'm not pregnant. I hope.
* I search: for crap in my room, but i can never find it cause I do this instead of clean!
* I wonder: if he's angry, sad, or what...
* I regret: not doing what I needed to in person, but I doubt I could have, no matter how angry I got, because his eyes still make me melt
* I love: too deeply
* I ache: wanna give me a massage?
* I am not: where I need to be in live, but I will get there.
* I believe: that if I keep myself busy, I can not call and beg him back
* I dance: "amazingly," according to the man I love
* I sing: because music is life
* I cry: but then don't always fix the problem
* I fight: rarely if I can help it
* I win: at karaoke
* I lose: touch with too many people, and I hate it
* I never: have enough time
* I always: prefer to have someone around
* I confuse: people with my metaphoric examples
* I listen: to people singing, and it makes my soul feel enriched and contented
* I can usually be found: unless I roll a REALLY good hide ch
* I am scared: of my reflection sometimes. bad dreams as a kid.
* I need: to care about myself and get some more of that delicious self-esteem I used to have
* I am happy about: my voice beginning to heal!
* I imagine: that if I post this, someone might read it and get angry. I hope I'm wrong.
* I am: trying to convince myself to clean my apartment but filling this out instead.
* I think: I did what I had to given the circumstances
* I know: people told me to do it way sooner, but it wasn't like it was easy
* I have: a lot of great friends
* I wish: I could have been better at communicating, or at least satisfied that I said what I needed to
* I hate: thinking about it
* I miss: J
* I fear: teaching, because I really was affected by that stupid principal's comments
* I hear: "You are so Beautiful" running through my head...
* I smell: if i don't shower for a few days. Good thing I can't do that.
* I crave: pickles and honey, but I'm not pregnant. I hope.
* I search: for crap in my room, but i can never find it cause I do this instead of clean!
* I wonder: if he's angry, sad, or what...
* I regret: not doing what I needed to in person, but I doubt I could have, no matter how angry I got, because his eyes still make me melt
* I love: too deeply
* I ache: wanna give me a massage?
* I am not: where I need to be in live, but I will get there.
* I believe: that if I keep myself busy, I can not call and beg him back
* I dance: "amazingly," according to the man I love
* I sing: because music is life
* I cry: but then don't always fix the problem
* I fight: rarely if I can help it
* I win: at karaoke
* I lose: touch with too many people, and I hate it
* I never: have enough time
* I always: prefer to have someone around
* I confuse: people with my metaphoric examples
* I listen: to people singing, and it makes my soul feel enriched and contented
* I can usually be found: unless I roll a REALLY good hide ch
* I am scared: of my reflection sometimes. bad dreams as a kid.
* I need: to care about myself and get some more of that delicious self-esteem I used to have
* I am happy about: my voice beginning to heal!
* I imagine: that if I post this, someone might read it and get angry. I hope I'm wrong.