island...yet again
i had drinks with shannon and john cangany last night. it was good to see them but unfortunately brought up a lot of old island press feelings. they were pretty surprised when i told them that i havent heard anything from maureen since i left, which is pretty much bullshit. i think near the end she really liked ken better than me. if that's the case that's ok i always wished she was straight with me. she was always trying to be sly, and "work" a situation but it was obvious she was shady. she has such RIDICULOUSLY high standards for everyone else but lets herself get away with so much. and the shit with her and trevor is beyond maddening. i know she blames me for the whole situation but COME ON. HAVE YOU SEEN YOURSELF??? they flirt shamelessly, then as if to preserve her good name she'll go up to people and say "have you heard anything about me and trevor?" "well no i dont hear anything i just look at you two and know everything." and also, let's not forget this woman is over 40 and she acts like she's in middle school.
she did the right thing by giving me good refrences, but i guess the trade off in her mind was that she wouldnt talk to me again? i dont know her mind set, and really, i dont want to know because it would probably just infuriate me.
i need to get over this. why does it bother me so much?!
she did the right thing by giving me good refrences, but i guess the trade off in her mind was that she wouldnt talk to me again? i dont know her mind set, and really, i dont want to know because it would probably just infuriate me.
i need to get over this. why does it bother me so much?!