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I really don't want to go to KC/ACTF. I know it's an honor and everything, and it's what I used to kill for. But it's not what's super important to me anymore. I feel like I don't have the time and mental capacity to dedicate myself to it like it deserves. I felt very pressured to do it, and then Holly had already registered which makes it harder to back out. GRRRR.