the musical was awkward
thank god i got to patrick before rico did bc i wouild have felt hella stupid i got there and me and patrick had no idea on waht to do lol and yeaah we endedup sittign down and playng cards i was freaking out because i didnt know what to do when rico came in and then patrick gets a phone call from rico and next thing i know hes walking in i looked at him and said hi but nothing more he stood there for a second i didnt even look at him. he wasnt talking to me either so it was muteral. but yeah fuking wierd. then rico came back and asked if i could talk to him and i was liek suer.. and we wakled to some corner and he said he was sorry and stuff and he was irritated frm alot of stuff and what not and hes like imreally sorry and of course i said its ok so we kissed and "made up" i guess and it was pretty clear that things werent ok
i jumped into the pool by telling him i have to talk to him about something and hes already hella worried. im scared. ima choke and not know what to say.
i love him i swear to god i do but i really just need to talk to him. i already know from my bad luck that ima fuck this whole thing up. its just a matter of time.
i duno. i love him tho hopfully he knows that
last nite when i was asleep everytime i would think about rico or i guess at that point dream about him i could feel my whole body twisting and turning in my sleep. its just as confused as me.
i jumped into the pool by telling him i have to talk to him about something and hes already hella worried. im scared. ima choke and not know what to say.
i love him i swear to god i do but i really just need to talk to him. i already know from my bad luck that ima fuck this whole thing up. its just a matter of time.
i duno. i love him tho hopfully he knows that
last nite when i was asleep everytime i would think about rico or i guess at that point dream about him i could feel my whole body twisting and turning in my sleep. its just as confused as me.