It's been awhile
It's been a while for alot of things. First of all i was totally not expecting my life to have taken so many turns. School is way harder than i could have ever imagined. I am for the most part totally alone all the time. I have made like zero friends at school. All of my other friends went away to college and then there the never endin topic of mike. Yea we broke up. But then we tryed to be friend but wait no we can't cause sara is so dumb that she has to ruin everything. I have had the worst three months of my life. It started when i made the biggest mistake physically possible. I broke up with him. I hate myself for that. I will always hate myself for letin the best thing in the world go. I have been livin in my own personal definal for a long time. It has gotten so bad that i just have to let it out and when i do all everyone does is yell at me it sucks. He is gone and i will never have him back. Now he is datin some girl named katie. Oh well that's what i get for being stupid. But yea i need to stop bein to depressed but all i can think about is how much i want to be with him and how horrible a person i must be. Sorry everyone. I miss everyone way to much right now. Well talk to y'all later.