Which is worse?
Which is worse liking someone and never having anything with them but never a broken heart, or having them and then losing them? I am not sure I even know the awnser but right now having him and losing him sounds like it would be a much better choice, but i have never had that experience. He leaves soon, and its not like anything is going to happen cuz me and the mens department gods just dont get along. I will wait for him and when he gets back nothing will have changed, he will still not like me I will always like him because first crushes never die. I wish it would rain, it always makes me feel better when I think about him. Oh well I ....... give him up.