a rant for paula...
....so here's the deal: i can't sleep, so i'm updating for some stupid reason.
what is on my mind right now:
mostly i've been thinking about soccer try outs. i really really want to make varsity. i'm doubting whether or not i will though. it's sort of depressing actually. people think "oh yeah she plays soccer all the time. it's like her thing" but then it's like "wait she sucks." cool cool cool. i decided though that if i don't make it, then i won't play because justin is a waste of time and i will volunteer at FC if that's okay with robert and tom. i think it would be more beneficial, and it takes care of NHS nicely.
also: while i was at soccer my mom got a mysterious call from OSU. apparently they want to talk to me, but wouldn't say why/wouldn't accept my cell phone number. i would really love to know why they are calling me. i'm sure it's something dumb like a survey or something. nothing to get excited about, but i still manage to brood on it somehow.
yet another thing: SERV. there is a "retreat" next weekend. i guess i am not in to anything as much as i was last year. i guess that's the price i pay for becoming over-involved in everything. i need to figure some stuff out. i know i am dropping AP french, but i don't know. i guess it's more important to have fun than to over-schedule. i just feel like we're all competing for something. like a "who can do the most extra curricular activities" contest. i don't know. maybe it's just me, but south seems to encourage this sort of pressure. why do i buy into this stuff?
that's pretty much it.
oh i also read this thing in yahoo news about how the ice caps are melting faster than expected. great. so basically, stop driving your cars. think back to the last time you rode your bike instead of driving. if it was in the last three days, then props to you! i love you! you are making a difference! if not, ride your bike. there's pretty much no good excuse not to. unless you live in creswell or some place random like that.
wow rant.
oh and chances are i love you regardless of your biking situation (or lack thereof), but it's just something to think about.
what is on my mind right now:
mostly i've been thinking about soccer try outs. i really really want to make varsity. i'm doubting whether or not i will though. it's sort of depressing actually. people think "oh yeah she plays soccer all the time. it's like her thing" but then it's like "wait she sucks." cool cool cool. i decided though that if i don't make it, then i won't play because justin is a waste of time and i will volunteer at FC if that's okay with robert and tom. i think it would be more beneficial, and it takes care of NHS nicely.
also: while i was at soccer my mom got a mysterious call from OSU. apparently they want to talk to me, but wouldn't say why/wouldn't accept my cell phone number. i would really love to know why they are calling me. i'm sure it's something dumb like a survey or something. nothing to get excited about, but i still manage to brood on it somehow.
yet another thing: SERV. there is a "retreat" next weekend. i guess i am not in to anything as much as i was last year. i guess that's the price i pay for becoming over-involved in everything. i need to figure some stuff out. i know i am dropping AP french, but i don't know. i guess it's more important to have fun than to over-schedule. i just feel like we're all competing for something. like a "who can do the most extra curricular activities" contest. i don't know. maybe it's just me, but south seems to encourage this sort of pressure. why do i buy into this stuff?
that's pretty much it.
oh i also read this thing in yahoo news about how the ice caps are melting faster than expected. great. so basically, stop driving your cars. think back to the last time you rode your bike instead of driving. if it was in the last three days, then props to you! i love you! you are making a difference! if not, ride your bike. there's pretty much no good excuse not to. unless you live in creswell or some place random like that.
wow rant.
oh and chances are i love you regardless of your biking situation (or lack thereof), but it's just something to think about.