DEBBIE DOWNER ENTRY NUMERO DOS

Mar 02, 2006 21:45

This is so cliched for anyone who has played/plays for FCW.  I hate tom.  I hate him.  This practice sucked.  It SUCKED.  I basically was wanting to cry the whole time (which is horrible because i just uncontrollably emit little hiccups periodically instead).  By the end, i wasn't trying at all, I hated soccer, and I wanted to quit. I am still tempted.  I probably would have sent the email off to Tom by now announcing my decision if it hadn't been for Robert.  Oh man.  He saved the day.  I know i dont want to quit.  Basically he asked what was up and I told him how i felt like i hvent been playing that well recently.  He told me that i shouldn't be self-assessing, and that its his job.  i said it was hard tonight especially. he said Ive been worried. whatever no one cares because no one who reads this plays for FC i dont think.

meh.

This livejournal was bad overall because now i never talk to anyone about anything i just post on LJ which is probably the most idiotic thing ever.  the thing is, regarding soccer stuff like this, who do i talk to?

meh.

i haven't done any homework.

we are so going to have a pop quiz in english tomorrow.

i hate life.

no i dont.

i hate my life right now.

at least i am not living in a region stricken by poverty, genocide, and HIV/AIDS.  At least I have a roof over my head and family who loves me.

I am selfish for even caring about soccer. club soccer nonetheless.  There are amazing soccer players in this world who dont even play with real balls.  i'm spoiled.

aergeagfds.

and the worst part was, i didn't even get a good workout.
and i wnot tomorrow either.

oh yea, new sara: "not that having no workout matters..."
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