oh my gosh!
i'm on a roll! many updates in 2 days. i'm just pretty bored and sick...so...fun stuff for me.
so some of you might know that i have not been feeling well. pretty much horrible for about the last week or so...really bizarre headaches...flashes of pain on the left side of my head. i pretty much feel like poo. now my stomach is all sorts of crazy. so my attempts at eating for the last few days have been to no avail. today i actually ate about 10 cinnamon toast crunch pieces of cereal...applesauce...that was pretty successful. at work i tried to eat some salad and mac and cheese...pretty much my favorite food of all time. but that didn't work out so well. i'm pretty much starving right now. i can't even count how many liters of water i've had. i'm hoping that all this will go away really quickly. i've lost between 5 and 10 pounds in about 3 days and that is no bueno. it makes it a little better that he wants to take care of me.
i know that to some of you this won't make any sense, and that's okay.
your phone calls in the early mornings have been some of the greatest of my life...and that sounds kind of retarded about a phone call. i'm really happy that you told me how you have felt about me. and this fizzling away that you talk about isn't going to happen. i know that neither one of us knows how things are going to turn out, but i do know that my days have been better since we've really started talking to each other. and i mean, damn...i'm just happy.
lately i've been obsessed with songs about happiness and love and girly stuff...and i think it's making a difference in everything that i do.
i wish you were here so we could lay in bed and i could lay my head on your chest and you could mess with my hair and we could just be there...not even saying anything. just to feel that warmness, i think, would make for the best of nights.
so some of you might know that i have not been feeling well. pretty much horrible for about the last week or so...really bizarre headaches...flashes of pain on the left side of my head. i pretty much feel like poo. now my stomach is all sorts of crazy. so my attempts at eating for the last few days have been to no avail. today i actually ate about 10 cinnamon toast crunch pieces of cereal...applesauce...that was pretty successful. at work i tried to eat some salad and mac and cheese...pretty much my favorite food of all time. but that didn't work out so well. i'm pretty much starving right now. i can't even count how many liters of water i've had. i'm hoping that all this will go away really quickly. i've lost between 5 and 10 pounds in about 3 days and that is no bueno. it makes it a little better that he wants to take care of me.
i know that to some of you this won't make any sense, and that's okay.
your phone calls in the early mornings have been some of the greatest of my life...and that sounds kind of retarded about a phone call. i'm really happy that you told me how you have felt about me. and this fizzling away that you talk about isn't going to happen. i know that neither one of us knows how things are going to turn out, but i do know that my days have been better since we've really started talking to each other. and i mean, damn...i'm just happy.
lately i've been obsessed with songs about happiness and love and girly stuff...and i think it's making a difference in everything that i do.
i wish you were here so we could lay in bed and i could lay my head on your chest and you could mess with my hair and we could just be there...not even saying anything. just to feel that warmness, i think, would make for the best of nights.