I'm in a really bad mood.
Firstly, I kind of made a fool of myself by reading into an e-mail too much, and getting really upset about what I thought it said. Even after that was sorted out, though, I still felt stupid; I get way too attached to people, and talk through my emotions instead of thinking through them... I need to get better about that.
Then, I got home and found out that the guy who was supposed to conduct the opera my orchestra's playing right now was found dead in his hotel room after missing rehearsal today, which was really shocking and made me sad; I didn't know him very well, but he was a very nice man. He wasn't very old, either.
Finally, I had a conversation online with Robin that made me both angry and sad. I wish we could get along and be friends, but it seems like he doesn't really care if we do or not.
In fact, I just feel really crappy on many levels tonight. And once again I'm behind in my reading for Music History, so I don't even have the satisfaction of feeling like I've gotten all my work done.
Then, I got home and found out that the guy who was supposed to conduct the opera my orchestra's playing right now was found dead in his hotel room after missing rehearsal today, which was really shocking and made me sad; I didn't know him very well, but he was a very nice man. He wasn't very old, either.
Finally, I had a conversation online with Robin that made me both angry and sad. I wish we could get along and be friends, but it seems like he doesn't really care if we do or not.
In fact, I just feel really crappy on many levels tonight. And once again I'm behind in my reading for Music History, so I don't even have the satisfaction of feeling like I've gotten all my work done.