Im happy its that way
ok so lastnight was the night to figure out my limits.. which i exceeded and im happy cause nothing bad happend.. i actually had one of the best nights of my life.. well sorta i wish more coulda happen but i dont think shit like that will ever happen between "us"... but yea it was a Thursday night and there was alot of people up there.. and i realize that its better of being friends with this person.. and it makes me happy that we can.. but i had so many chances to just like talk to him but i was way outta it i couldnt... but i wish i could of.. Ok Jared almost slept on the same couch as me untell i said uhm no im outta here soo i got up and moved somewhere else.. cause i didnt wanna sleep by him.. hes kewl but i was just wishin it was someone else.. and KOny is a dumb fuck because he was talkin alot of shit and then when i would walk outta the room he would run after me like..i shouldnt care.. bull sh it hes gay and thats probably why he left.. i was happy about that. There was just alot of noncence drama going on that effected me at first but then after i was roaming the house minding my own buisness and it didnt ruin my night.. im happy i know my limits now and so tonight its hopefully gonna be better.. probably not cause im saying this.. but ill knock on wood.. haha just did.. this kid looked at me like i was some freak or something... No NO Sara aint a freak.. im not even hung over right now.. i just have a pounding headache in the back of my head... and im sooo fuckin thirsty.. soo dehydrated.. its driving me crazy. being at school feels like a trip right now.. were suppose to go to DIPAC.. i was like uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh iv been there to many times its gay i dont wanna go.. but ne way class is almost out and im running out of idead to talk about im just kinda babling and not knowing what im saying.. like i said it feels like a trip right now.. i feel like im floating in air.. soo illllllllllll talk to ya'll laters Bye BYe