Jan 22, 2006 12:07
Just sitting here at home, no car, no money. so basically stuck here unless one of my friends decides to come play. but do i really feel like playing today? nope not really. there is snow outside, shitty snow. and it just looks cold. i need to clean my room. this place is messy again. well our rooms are disgusting messy, so i want this place spotless by the time my boys come home. So the past couple days have been full of drama. and of course drama cuz that has been my life... where to start where to start...
ok Kelly's bday party. wow was that fun. It seems like everyone was there from the store, managers, supervisors, part time, fulltime, seniors. It was so awesome. everyone was out of control drunk and just having a good time. I was basically hanging out with everyone, just jumping from group to group. but mostly hanging around my buddy louis. he is adorably fun and we just get along great! well the night ends and we all go our seperate ways, followed by a day off the next day that was stuck in bed with a major hangover. Yesterday I go to work and it was totally horrible. I get pulled into a room with my manager and asked EVERYTHING that happened that night. from who was there, to what i did, to who did what. it was ridiculous. It's not anyone's business but mine what i did, and who ever talked about it is bullshit in my opinion. Everyone had a fantastic time. we all just let our guard down and did stupid things that 20somethings do. no big deal in my opinion. Managers thought different and the managers that were there totally got in trouble. it was horrible. Everything is ok now i think, Louis called me and said that by the end of the work day the tension ceesed and things were just gossip around the store, which is fine and friendly. i can deal with gossip. i figures give a two weeks and that shit will just blow over completely and things will be ok again. it always works out like that. the party will be talked about and things will be stressed out and people will be talked about but when it all comes down to it, it will be forgotten when another stupid thing happens... welcome to best buy! tee hee.
now onto my most talked about topic, adam. tee hee.. this situation is always in my head huh. he may actually be leaving for real to new orleans or tenn. i dont know. it sucks. i really thought that i would be happy that he was deciding to leave. i thought i would actually look foward to it after all the shit that i have gone through lately with him, but in reality i dont want him to leave. He's my cooking buddy. we actually still do a pretty good amt of things involving each other. granted NONE of them in that relationship type aspect so no rumors please.. but i still call him and vice versa to tell when we get off work, or when something exciting happens or even when just bored. he goes with me to shop for groceries and we cook together. we all watch movies together and brandon and i go out more but adam is always there when we get home for someone to just talk to. It's just not going to be the same without him. he always says that he is not happy here but i dont think he will be happy without his brother. he makes it seem like he will be but in reality that IS his best friend. he still does talk to the occasional few at home but i just dont think he will be happy there. granted he doesnt seem happy here either but what makes new orleans so much different? lauren? i dont know. part of me thinks he just misses her and wants to be around her and then the familiarity of best buy at home. but that's just my opinion.
so that has been the drama as of late. i start work on wednesday which i'm excited about and then work this week is a nice little schedule of easy shifts. perrrrfect. ok talk to ya'll alterz.
sarah