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"It's been months for some reason I just Can't get over us
And I'm stronger than this Enough is enough
No more walking 'round with ma head down
I'm so over being blue, crying over you
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?"
That's a great song. i love it. Hilarious how true it is and how many people can just relate to that feeling. it's not fun to hear love songs and see people so fricking happy when i am not in a relationship. good for everyone else but i just want to feel that happiness with someone. not be in a relationship that is based around lies or animosity. Being in a relationship that is only like 45% happy makes you more miserable than being alone. I don't know why people do that. Why do they put up with someone that doesn't truly make them complete? I believed i found that person, believed that this someone was way more than what others saw. I let myself down. I rmemeber a couple years ago i thought i put that behind me, never going to be with someone who treated me like shit in front of others but with just me showed a slightly different side. Hahahah, apparently i didnt learn. That's the complicated aspect of life. People make mistakes in judgement. and like someone always tells me, i am a HORRIBLE judge of character. I'll learn someday right? At least i see the real side of him now. He lets down his guard occasionally but 90% of the time he isnt at all fun to be around. always feel like i'm walking on eggshells around him.
Thought i would do a quick weekend update. I actually had the entire weekend off well sat. and sunday. i worked friday night. was going to go out on friday but misread brandon who left without me but wanted me to meet up with him at a different bar. so i ended up going to bed. we did nothing on sat. had no car to do anything with. lisa came over and dom picked up tonka and they came over. brandon made us some drinks and then we all went to dinner at some bar. that was fun. we had a great night. ended up going to good bar and crashed some private party and then headed on over to Tequila Roadhouse in which my friend Kelly was hanging out at with some of her girls. That was a very pleasant surprise. So spent alot of time with her there and then tonka and i left early cuz he wanted a burrito. He never got his burrito, we came back to the apt and set up the euro bed for bisa and dom. Then the drama starts. went to get pillows for them from the human that has like fifteen hundred of them and he threw a fit. so argument occurs and then we go to bed. stayed up till apparently he left for work and went to ask him what time he would be home which leads to another argument about how he was going to go hang out with his friend. which never happened. i was so pissed cuz i just wanted my car to go food shopping and he is being so inconsiderate. eventually just go back to bed and he leaves for work.
thought the day would end early cuz dom said he wanted to watch the playoffs with his dad but fortunetly we all just hung out around the house and just watched movies and slept all day. It was really nice to just hang out with my buddies and enjoy their company. I had such a blast with them. Then adam and brandon come home a lot earlier than expected, the auro changes and it's just not fun. but they ended up going home a little while after and brandon adam and i watched some movies and now bed time. love bed time. i dont work until like 5pm tomorrow. brandon too and adam is off so i'm going to go food shopping, go to american eagle, hopefully the health club and then work. gonna be a productive day hopefully. Hope ya'll had a good weekend. I havent had that much fun in a long time. I havent been bar hopping since the convienence of bourbon street which doesnt involve taxis. We took a taxi seriously like three blocks away, we didnt know that it was that close to our place. funniest thing ever. We actually have a great place to catch cabs just right down the street on webster. it's awesome. I think they all stop at the bar right up the street from us and drop people off and continue on the way right by my place. it was pretty damn awesome. ok peace out.
And I'm stronger than this Enough is enough
No more walking 'round with ma head down
I'm so over being blue, crying over you
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?"
That's a great song. i love it. Hilarious how true it is and how many people can just relate to that feeling. it's not fun to hear love songs and see people so fricking happy when i am not in a relationship. good for everyone else but i just want to feel that happiness with someone. not be in a relationship that is based around lies or animosity. Being in a relationship that is only like 45% happy makes you more miserable than being alone. I don't know why people do that. Why do they put up with someone that doesn't truly make them complete? I believed i found that person, believed that this someone was way more than what others saw. I let myself down. I rmemeber a couple years ago i thought i put that behind me, never going to be with someone who treated me like shit in front of others but with just me showed a slightly different side. Hahahah, apparently i didnt learn. That's the complicated aspect of life. People make mistakes in judgement. and like someone always tells me, i am a HORRIBLE judge of character. I'll learn someday right? At least i see the real side of him now. He lets down his guard occasionally but 90% of the time he isnt at all fun to be around. always feel like i'm walking on eggshells around him.
Thought i would do a quick weekend update. I actually had the entire weekend off well sat. and sunday. i worked friday night. was going to go out on friday but misread brandon who left without me but wanted me to meet up with him at a different bar. so i ended up going to bed. we did nothing on sat. had no car to do anything with. lisa came over and dom picked up tonka and they came over. brandon made us some drinks and then we all went to dinner at some bar. that was fun. we had a great night. ended up going to good bar and crashed some private party and then headed on over to Tequila Roadhouse in which my friend Kelly was hanging out at with some of her girls. That was a very pleasant surprise. So spent alot of time with her there and then tonka and i left early cuz he wanted a burrito. He never got his burrito, we came back to the apt and set up the euro bed for bisa and dom. Then the drama starts. went to get pillows for them from the human that has like fifteen hundred of them and he threw a fit. so argument occurs and then we go to bed. stayed up till apparently he left for work and went to ask him what time he would be home which leads to another argument about how he was going to go hang out with his friend. which never happened. i was so pissed cuz i just wanted my car to go food shopping and he is being so inconsiderate. eventually just go back to bed and he leaves for work.
thought the day would end early cuz dom said he wanted to watch the playoffs with his dad but fortunetly we all just hung out around the house and just watched movies and slept all day. It was really nice to just hang out with my buddies and enjoy their company. I had such a blast with them. Then adam and brandon come home a lot earlier than expected, the auro changes and it's just not fun. but they ended up going home a little while after and brandon adam and i watched some movies and now bed time. love bed time. i dont work until like 5pm tomorrow. brandon too and adam is off so i'm going to go food shopping, go to american eagle, hopefully the health club and then work. gonna be a productive day hopefully. Hope ya'll had a good weekend. I havent had that much fun in a long time. I havent been bar hopping since the convienence of bourbon street which doesnt involve taxis. We took a taxi seriously like three blocks away, we didnt know that it was that close to our place. funniest thing ever. We actually have a great place to catch cabs just right down the street on webster. it's awesome. I think they all stop at the bar right up the street from us and drop people off and continue on the way right by my place. it was pretty damn awesome. ok peace out.