a good update
ok, so school is getting really intense. coming down to the last couple of weeks. and i dont know if i'm going to be back for summer school. I'm in the process of juggling loans and figuring out if i can get another one. if i cant well then graduate school is going to be put on hold and i'm going to have to arrive back in chicago by like may. it really suxs. i'm not done here yet. i havent acheived everything that i set out to do. i just hope that i do get my money and that i do get to stay here.
i am coming home in 15 days. so thats pretty exciting. and what do i want to accomplish when im home? well, of course seeing grandpa cuz thats why i'm going home in the first place. but i want to see a cubs game for christ sake. taking a look at the schedule for the moment... and lets see if there is even one when i'm there. ok, defn two games while i'm home. hopefully i can get my hands on some tickets for either one!... and that's about all i want to do when i'm home! tee hee.... hmm oh wait a bulls game too. ahh damn i dont think there is one going on. that really suxs.
so grandpa talked to me today. how amazing is that!?! i dont think i have been so excited. he wished me a happy birthday!! that meant so much. that shows that he is doing so much better. it's amazing. i just hope that he gets better and that when i go home he is out of that place!!!
i just can't wait to get out of here for a couple days. granted i just went home and yea i need to concentrate on school but so much more important things are going on at home that i need to be around for. at least i think that i need to be around. i feel helpless here. everyone is going through so much, but at least they have each other. i'm here alone trying to avoid the problems but then hear about all of the stuff that is going on. it just sucks sometimes not being around the family. it gets lonely. i have my friends here to keep my mind off things.
and sat. was great!!! yea for my birthday. love my friends for them being soooo awesome and having so much fun. i didnt think that i would have such a great day. not saying that i dont give my friends the credit they deserve but that was just wicked hardcore. I'm very glad that i got to spend my 24th with the people that i did. and thank you for all the good birthday wishes....
happy bday to joey and orrico and jeremy today!!! i wish i could be with ya'll.
i am coming home in 15 days. so thats pretty exciting. and what do i want to accomplish when im home? well, of course seeing grandpa cuz thats why i'm going home in the first place. but i want to see a cubs game for christ sake. taking a look at the schedule for the moment... and lets see if there is even one when i'm there. ok, defn two games while i'm home. hopefully i can get my hands on some tickets for either one!... and that's about all i want to do when i'm home! tee hee.... hmm oh wait a bulls game too. ahh damn i dont think there is one going on. that really suxs.
so grandpa talked to me today. how amazing is that!?! i dont think i have been so excited. he wished me a happy birthday!! that meant so much. that shows that he is doing so much better. it's amazing. i just hope that he gets better and that when i go home he is out of that place!!!
i just can't wait to get out of here for a couple days. granted i just went home and yea i need to concentrate on school but so much more important things are going on at home that i need to be around for. at least i think that i need to be around. i feel helpless here. everyone is going through so much, but at least they have each other. i'm here alone trying to avoid the problems but then hear about all of the stuff that is going on. it just sucks sometimes not being around the family. it gets lonely. i have my friends here to keep my mind off things.
and sat. was great!!! yea for my birthday. love my friends for them being soooo awesome and having so much fun. i didnt think that i would have such a great day. not saying that i dont give my friends the credit they deserve but that was just wicked hardcore. I'm very glad that i got to spend my 24th with the people that i did. and thank you for all the good birthday wishes....
happy bday to joey and orrico and jeremy today!!! i wish i could be with ya'll.