beginning of my awesome apx career
I never really realized how much I count on the people around me for interaction.. I mean in general I don't really go out a ton and be friends with strangers its more of the people I talk to on a regular basis even people I play xbox with... I guess its more of I have a set socal group... and being out here deling with people who are not in my social group is hard. Like I have zach and we have our apartment together and that's all great and all...but I can't stand him after awhile I do want to kill him...but if I didn't have him I would have gone crazy already. All the guys we are working with are pretty cool but they have a completely different sence of humor than me and so that's kinda hard and if they arnt married then they have their set friends that they hangout witth so that's hard I guess what's really bothering me is interaction with people...and one thing that drives me nuts is that they don't even listen to me when I,m talking they will just start talking over me and talk about something else which is completely rude
Some thing that I find funny is that I did the gallon challenge when u drink a whole gallon of milk in an hour and try not to puke... well the first time I did it I only had a 1/4 a cup left and puked and then the second time I did it it didn't go well.. and I probally only drank half and puked...my sales have not been up but I guess I haven't been fully commited cuz its been hard like I think I need a routine and a schedule to follow and everyone knows I hate schedules but its something I will have to get use to maybe ill just be crazy on sundays...lol
Oh and I hooked up with one of the boys here and like I thought he was a good mormon boy but I guess not... but now he dosnt talk to me....I dunno I know its nothing I did wrong.. I think its more of I got what I want now I'm done and I get it cuz I am like that sometimes...and that's just part of like...
My job I'm so getting more comfortable with because I have my sales pitch down and and I'm getting comfortable being where I'm at.. so I expect things to pick up... this week coming up is gonna be awesome and start my amazing apx career so I can get my million sales and my pink vw bug... and my cute house and anything else that I want... and it will be awesome not to hae to rely on anyone and just be doing things for my self..and I pretty much am doing does things now I'm even taking care of zach buying grocerys and everything for our house... we thought about getting a kitten I think its just weird for bboth of us having such a quiet empty place... and ultimately I do want my own place but somewhere that inspires me to write and paint even if its not nature but beng in nature makes me realize so much.. I want to get a couch for my porch so I can just chill and watch the pond and the sunset.. that's all for now
Some thing that I find funny is that I did the gallon challenge when u drink a whole gallon of milk in an hour and try not to puke... well the first time I did it I only had a 1/4 a cup left and puked and then the second time I did it it didn't go well.. and I probally only drank half and puked...my sales have not been up but I guess I haven't been fully commited cuz its been hard like I think I need a routine and a schedule to follow and everyone knows I hate schedules but its something I will have to get use to maybe ill just be crazy on sundays...lol
Oh and I hooked up with one of the boys here and like I thought he was a good mormon boy but I guess not... but now he dosnt talk to me....I dunno I know its nothing I did wrong.. I think its more of I got what I want now I'm done and I get it cuz I am like that sometimes...and that's just part of like...
My job I'm so getting more comfortable with because I have my sales pitch down and and I'm getting comfortable being where I'm at.. so I expect things to pick up... this week coming up is gonna be awesome and start my amazing apx career so I can get my million sales and my pink vw bug... and my cute house and anything else that I want... and it will be awesome not to hae to rely on anyone and just be doing things for my self..and I pretty much am doing does things now I'm even taking care of zach buying grocerys and everything for our house... we thought about getting a kitten I think its just weird for bboth of us having such a quiet empty place... and ultimately I do want my own place but somewhere that inspires me to write and paint even if its not nature but beng in nature makes me realize so much.. I want to get a couch for my porch so I can just chill and watch the pond and the sunset.. that's all for now