Mar 18, 2007 20:10
i feel weird today.
i think it's because i sat down to write some resumes and i realized... i don't know what is going to happen to me in a month.
and i also realized... i don't want to leave here.
i finally feel settled and comfortable and at home in this city and i'm not ready to leave it yet. i'm not sick of it. i like it here. it's quiet. i have friends and a life here. and i'm not ready to start over somewhere else just yet.
i might have a job at my placement for the summer at least... which would be nice because it would give me more time.
and i'm applying for a job in port hope, so i could still live here and go to trent for night classes and all that jazz.
so i'm hoping that one or the other pans out for me.
i don't wanna go.