oh oh ohhhhh....

[sara_star]

woops.
so we may have kissed... on the lips.
fuck.
fuck fuck fuck.
it felt really good.
actually, all of tonight felt really good.
i made dinner.
he brought me my very belated birthday present.
(which was a record player... only the most thoughtful gift any boy has ever given me)
and we hung out and watched t.v.
and got into a slap fight.
and kinda did a bit of reserved cuddling.
and then.
kissed.
and now i feel even more confused.
because, in all honesty, that probably shouldn't have happened.
he's my EX boyfriend.
this isn't supposed to happen.