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i don't know how i get myself into these things.
seriously.
it was so much easier to deal with still having feelings for him before i knew he still has feelings for me.
i was slowly getting over him.
and then WHAM he drops that on me and i'm back to square one... the dreaded CRUSH.
this all happened between friday and monday.
friday was the rooster. we made plans for coffee monday... and i left with a guy. and he saw me.
saturday was messages and junction. he left me a message saying how hard it was to see me, especially with another guy and that he still has feelings for me. he was drunk at the junction and he told me he was "still crazy about me..." followed by " but i'm not supposed to tell you that!" and i drunkenly admitted to missing him at the end of the night....
sunday was a confirmation of plans for monday.
monday was coffee and it was actually really fun. and we avoided talking in person about "us". but then i got home to another message about how hard it was to see me etc.
nothing significant has happened until last night... i offered to drop off the ridiculous amount of leftover candy i have from baking to his place because i know he'll eat it.. and now he's coming over for a tea.
and that is the condensed version people!
is it weird that i'm a little excited for him to stop by tonight?
this is all so crazy and confusing to me.
seriously.
it was so much easier to deal with still having feelings for him before i knew he still has feelings for me.
i was slowly getting over him.
and then WHAM he drops that on me and i'm back to square one... the dreaded CRUSH.
this all happened between friday and monday.
friday was the rooster. we made plans for coffee monday... and i left with a guy. and he saw me.
saturday was messages and junction. he left me a message saying how hard it was to see me, especially with another guy and that he still has feelings for me. he was drunk at the junction and he told me he was "still crazy about me..." followed by " but i'm not supposed to tell you that!" and i drunkenly admitted to missing him at the end of the night....
sunday was a confirmation of plans for monday.
monday was coffee and it was actually really fun. and we avoided talking in person about "us". but then i got home to another message about how hard it was to see me etc.
nothing significant has happened until last night... i offered to drop off the ridiculous amount of leftover candy i have from baking to his place because i know he'll eat it.. and now he's coming over for a tea.
and that is the condensed version people!
is it weird that i'm a little excited for him to stop by tonight?
this is all so crazy and confusing to me.