Who thought a diet would do so much?
I never thought that not being able to drink coffee would change my life so much. I did not just drink it but in a way it was part of me. I have my favorite coffee shops that I go to too draw and write and they are not the same any more. Yes I can still go there but it is different when I am not drinking coffee. The flavor of coffee was a big part of my experience. I also have had people ask me why I am not walking around school with my coffee mug, and that it was so "not you" to do that. I find that I want to eat food off my diet not because I crave them but because I want to feel like my old self. I got a Latte with milk yester day because I really wanted one, but I started to drink it and thought it was really gross. I do not even like what I use to. This diet is not just cleaning out my body but it is clearing out me. I am starting to see myself in a fresh light and am having a hard time dealing with the person I am. Not that I don't like myself but that I try to make life harder then it is and that if I do not have a problem to make one. I think I do this because I was always dealing with something for so long and know for the first time I am not I got what I wanted. To just enjoy life. But I am finding that I do not know how.
Who thought a diet would do so much?
Who thought a diet would do so much?