Jul 25, 2005 21:53
Tonight is a weird night.
I feel weird.
Its one of those nights where i feel very alone.... and just weird.
My mood is undescribable at the moment.
I wish i could explain it...
I want a boyfriend.
I want someone who will show affection in public.
I want someone who just really wants me...
Someone who looks at you that certain way, and it reasures you that they really care for you.
I want someone who can give me intimacy...and not just want to have sex with me.
I want someone to sweep me off my feet.
I want someone to send me flowers to work... someone who does the little things that matter.
I just want to get out and meet the man im going to be with for the rest of my life.
I want to get over this weird mood/feeling.
I feel like i just want to sleep forever... but im not tired at all.
I want need to get out more and meet new people.
For awhile there i was hanging out with a lot of different people... but then i just kinda stopped. Thats when i was having the most fun.
"You can't be friends with someone you really love" - diary of a mad black woman.
Is that true or what?
i neeeeeed to get out! hit me up if you want to hang out!