lots to say... it will take a while to read it all!
well lets start with last week... i cant remember what i did on thursday, but friday after work i went to allsport to visit jeff & bryan! jeff was lifeguarding and bry was at the front desk... i saw danny, kyle, and some other kids there, i also ran into mr. march (old softball coach) and bonnie (jj softball coach) - i stayed with jeff by the pool for a little bit then i drove billy home, and jeff met me back at my house when he got off work... he got on my moms good side =) .. lol nicee, we went to wendy's and then stopped by to see maura at work and bring her food... me & jeff came back to my house, and then barcia met us here a little later - we played old school nintendo (BATTLE!! hellz yeah, i kicked jeff's butt! wut wut?) hahahaa, and we watched some chick flicks... jeff loved it! lol - me, jeff, & barcia chilled for the night and i had a nicee talk with them =) -- saturday was funn too... best day of the weekend - lol, i went to the mall with janna during the day, then she brought me to barcia's and my mom picked us up from there to bring us to jeff's! me, jeff, barcia, mike, conti, joe, steve, nick, kate, laura, michelle, & theresa all hung out and watched movies... jeffs couch got broke by the end of the night which really sucks! - the night was fun while it lasted, but i wish it didnt have to end =( i guess i kinda got "caught up in the moment" on saturday... [ i fell for someone who i DONT have a chance with, and people had put ideas in my head that could NEVER happen! ] yeahh, it sucks... anyways ill get back to that later... i went back to barcia's house that night and slept there! we ate chicken wings, watched some tv, and talked for a while until we went to sleep - she brought me home in the morning b4 she went to work - i went to the mall with dana, janna, & jaclyn later that day... we didnt really buy anything but me & dayne were bored and just wanted to get out - ryan met us up at the mall, the girls left and i stayed with ry to help him pick out a valentines day present for jae... he got her a really pretty white gold heart necklace! i was bored again when i got home, and so was jeff so we decided to hang out - ryan & janna brought me to his house at like 6:30, we watched American Pie 2 with his mom & sister... funny movie, i love it! after the movie, we went online and looked at car domain - jeff gave me some advice on lifee... thanks jeff! youre the best, always there for me =) hahaa, hung out 3 days in a row! -- ry & jae picked me up at like 9:30 and we raced blake down the mountain and all the way back to his house... holy shit, i thought we were gona die! blake won of course, but it was still exciting to try - hahaa, we watched Harold + Kumar go to White Castle... good movie - we got home around midnight, and i went straight to sleep! -- monday was a bad day for the most part =( ... valentines day (collz got me a rose!) lol - my day wasnt bad because of valentines day, it was just bad because of all the shit! my bestfriend is mad at me for some reason and wasnt talking to me (im sorry if i came about talking to you about the whole issue in the wrong way, i didnt yell tho i was just mad) - i was upset about that the whole day, and to make things even worse there was soo much drama with boys & prom... people started telling me some news that made me 10 times more crushed and i just really couldnt deal with all the shit - i almost started to break down crying 7th period, but i held it in because i hate crying in front of people.. i just took a deep breath and wiped the glare from my eyes - collz, jeff, nick, big jeff, & mike gave me some hugs and tried to cheer me up but nothing worked... im soo sick of everything and i just wanna give up trying! - work was okay, i got some presents from the kids and ate brownies! after work, i was still upset because of my day... i had a long talk with conti, and i guess we decided to just be bestfriends, nothing more - once again, i had gotten my hopes up... i dont kno why i do, i should just stop caring - in the end i was sad, but at least i still have him as a friend... i can deal with that =( ... ryan came over and could tell i was really upset, he asked me what was wrong and i just started crying - he wiped my tears and told me to go get dressed because i was going out to dinner with him, janna, & blake for valentines day! we didnt get to Olive Garden until almost 9, but it was alot of funn - it got most of the shit off my mind for a while, ryan & blake are good at cheering me up =) after we ate, we came back to my house and hung out... janna & ryan ended up in the other room by the end of the night, so me & blake just chilled in my room - we listened to music, looked at pictures, and talked til about 1am - i tried to sleep after they left but i couldnt so i layed in my bed just thinking until i finally drifted off... i woke up to my alarm and felt like shit, i could have gotten up and went to school if i wanted to, but honestly... i wasnt in the mood to go to school and deal with anymore bullshit! i went back to sleep, and slept all day! it was great, i got to just lay in bed and get away from everything - i left at like 1:30 to go pick up colleen<3 from school... when i got there, i saw chris & rob in the art window so i went over to talk to them but their bitchy teacher yelled at them so we couldnt talk... i went back to my car and waited for collz - nick, dustin, & mel visited me... when i got collz, we went back to her house and talked while watching some tv - we were hungry so we decided to go to mcdonalds b4 i went to work... i had to bring some of my food with me because i was gona be late! - work was okay today, i felt like shit but i got some more valentines chocolate so i was content, lol - now im here doing this and im tired and still dont feel good... im gona go take a bath and try to figure out my life from the past few days... =/
<3.saralynnelle*
-> oh yeah.. hahahaa krista got hit by a car monday night and had to go in an ambulance to the hospital! LMAO* i kno i shouldnt laugh because she could have seriously gotten hurt but she didnt, only 2 bloody bruised legs so she's fine and i can LaUgHh!! =)