I've got to admit it's getting better, a little better all the time..
this month has been the strangest. strange in a good way? or strange in a bad way? i'm not too sure. there were numerous fuck ups on my part and because of all the misshapes i almost lost someone special over it. but as in helene's words.. "well whatever, i love you. like some fat slob could ever change that?" and some fat slob never could or will change that. iloveyousomuchhelene
amanda left today. it's weird already without her around. although we haven't been getting along too well the past few weeks or so, i'm still going to miss her. i'll even miss having someone to fight with, or steal clothes from, or talk to about how our parents suck. and i'll miss alex. god, do i love alex. but she'll be back in a few weeks so that'll be good. i think?
so my parents are gone for a few nights. awesome. i think everyone should read the note my dad left for me
-Keep out of liquor cabinet
-No lesbian sex with Maggie
-Do not give away my doo-rags to your homeboys
hahaha. i'm going to go shower now. everyone should call me because i'm lonely =(