Fuck this Shit!!!!!!!
Alright, so it is saturday night and I am listening to Godsmack's "I Stand Alone" Why you ask? Because I am all by myself! I am bored as fuck and everyone is out having fun. Ugh, life tends to kick you in the balls at just the right time huh! oh and I talked to my bf today and I asked him why he was being an ass and why he wasn't like, " I am sorry you are sick" and wanna know what he said? Do ya? Huh? He said and I quote, "I don't say sorry for things when I don't mean it" hmmmm, what an asshole! He was like, "I don't believe I was the one that gave you the cold" So what?!!! You are supposed to be the one that cares that I have a cold. My friend hutch tells me to die four times a day and even he feels a little bad about me having a cold...the one person that matters most in my life is like..."oh that sucks, i don't care" hahahaha isn't that so fuckin funny!!! Doesn't that just make you fucking chuckle?...........What the fuck! Why do i have to deal with all this shit. I wish I was five again because that is when EVERYTHING was going good. It is sad that the good in my life peaked when I was five. Also...why am I attracted to ppl with issues? I want to meet someone that doesn't have baggage for once. I hate my life.