mistake or not?
I took a really good pic of myself while at work! It turned out so well that I sent it to Jon's (my X) cell thinking he wouldn't get it because his phone can't get pic messages. Well, I was mistaken because it told him that I sent him something. So he replied and we started talking through text messages. I tried making him jealous by telling him that I started talking to somebody else and that two guys had hit on me and given me their numbers. It was true, but I wanted him to realize I was fine without him. To my surprise he asked if I missed him. My stomach is turning in knots just thinking about it. I replied "Why? Do you miss me?" and he didn't respond so I text him again "Does it matter if I do." He never replied but it was burning at my mind all weekend. So today I text him "I'm sure you're not even thinking about this anymore, but I've thought a lot about your question. At the risk of losing my dignity, I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss you. You was my best friend, I guess the feeling wasn't mutual. Don't get me wrong, I'm doing so well without you. And I took the chance to better myself.. maybe I'll be more amazing for the next guy! That's all I have left.. you gave me no choice but to move on." I wasn't expecting a reply at all, but he did. "Call you later" was his response. What started out was a way to make him jealous, is now a turn-my-stomach neverousness. I'm awaiting his call and I don't know what I'm going to do.