life..
I thought that I'd write an entry since I havne't done this in forever. I'm nto sure what to write, my life is constantly being tossed upside down. I'll go ahead and let everybody know that I'm thinking about moving to Texas pretty soon. Not sure when, but I have somewhere to live, all I need is a job. I may move out there with the love of my life. It just depends. My cousin and his wife live down there right now and I know somebody that is moving down there. dad, gave me his approval which means I'm a lot more likely to do it. I'm excited because I've never been the person to pick up and leave. I'm sure a lot of ppl that know something about my love life are wondering what's going on with it. Well, nothing! He's with his fiance, living with me at my dad's right now. yes, I'm dying on the inside, half the reason I'm wanting to leave here. I want to start over somewhere else. Life sucks, but it's been going well considering. Who would have ever thought that someobdy could love me the way he does? I never would have guessed. he's woken up a sense of adventure in me. I love the changes I've experienced in the past six months. I'll never be able to unlove him, but hopefully I'm going to either find a way to move on or he can come with me. I just need a new beginning. You're only young once so why not take advantage of the life that surrounds us?? I know my life is a mess right now, but it doesn't stop me from walking away from the only life I have ever known. I can always come back, but I can never back track. I'm getting sooo excited just thinking of the thought of somewhere new, but nervous too. I'll surely keep everybody updated. I'm tempted to leave right now, but I guess I should finish out the semester at NKU. After that I don't know what i'm going to do. Move? Texas? Ahhhhhh, who would have thought?! Well, I guess that's all for now. I'm going to go. Talk to everybody later!