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Christmas 2009.
First good one in a long time.
Happy Happy.
I love you, Bear -
for all the change you've inspired and supported.
I saw him today.
It never gets any easier.
I wonder if it ever will..
I'm in a good place these days.
More than I've ever been,
or at least for the past little while.
It's nice.
I like that I worry about my marks,
and Christmas presents...
And not when the next time I'd be crying,
or throwing up, or hit.
It's liberating.
I miss the old days, too, though.
When my only goal was to finish everything I needed to
in order to be able to go sit at Henry Munro with Chrissy..
Or at the couch, with anyone.
Or, when I was little face.
When I was Sarita.
Things are looking up, though.
I'm expecting an 8.0 GPA for this term, which is beautiful.
My boyfriend is wonderful.
My friends are great.
And, the Counting Crows are still my love.
AND! I got an xbox elite.
Who could ask for anything more?
Merry Christmas, everyone.
<3