Depressed
This last few days have been horrible. I went on a trip this weekend with my brother, sister-in-law, her sister & her sisters boyfriend. The baseball games we went to see were awesome but spending time with my sister-in-law & her sister drove me up the fricking wall. They were never on time for anything and couldn't make a decision to save their lives. So it made the trip miserable.
Then I came home to find out that my dog (that we've had for 14 years) had passed away. So I've been crying non stop since. I know some people think it's stupid to feel so bad after a pet has died, but she was like family & like a friend to me. I went out to my parents tonight & started bawling because I knew that she wouldn't be there when I drove up.
And plus my Grandpa isn't doing so well either with his cancer.
I just feel like I want to go to sleep and never wake up.