just bored
so i started class today... its kinda weird going back to clackamas. I kinda miss it.. student government, working in the counsiling dept. Had lots of flash backs being there today. I know i kept puttiing off going back tot take my last credit, but its all i need left to get my 2nd degree. Tomarrow im going to my dentist office to job shadow... basically the owner of the place is the main doctor/dentist and ivee been seeing him since i was little and he pretty much offered me a job there.e So tomarrow at 7:30AM im going in to observe and see if its something i want to futher persue. I have been looking forward to this for weeks now! I caN'T wait! IT is such a wonderful oppertunity! I think ill start as a deental ass. then work my way up to a hygentist (ill be making great money if that ever happens some day!) Its just nice to have some sort of idea what I want to do as my career, makes me feel good to have goals.
So november is coming fast.. and I can't wait to get out of this apartmeent. Im tired of all these bills on my own... whene the lease is up im going to move back home for at least 6 mnths or if someething good comes up with in that time. I just really need to start saving up for a house or a condo or something so my brother has a place to livee when he gets out of jail. He can't go home (which is so freaking stupid! But minors live there so he isn't allowed to) I told him that I want to have a place lined up for him to live so he doesn't have to go live in eugene with my aunt or with my grandma or anywhere else. gosh I miss him... :( I really need to get a weekend off work and go down to see him. I guess hes doing some drama thing where he is.. so thats good he is keepeing really busy, staying in shape, hopefully doing some school work so hes learning while hes there. I can't wait to just be able to take him out to a bar we're both 21 now and we're gunna have a blast when he gets out!! wow.. can't wait :)
SO i really don't underestand whats been going on recently with people getting sick. First my uncle... he was diagnosed with melanomia cancer months ago and is not doing good at all. He is currently going through kiemo and is on all this medication, he went in for a check up and they said he had knemonia (spelling?) he didn't even realilze he had it due to being in so much pain already. That hurts me to know how much pain hes going through.. and not being able to see him at all is even worse. Its my moms little brother who is her steelers partner! She loves him so so much and shes taking it hard. Then Shelbys dad; steve, he was the next one i heard about... he has very bad diabeties and has not been doing good for a while. He had heart sergry and it went good but a few days later there was complications and he had to go back into the hospital. Now i don't even talk to shelby anymore so I don't know really whats going on.. however she called dme the othere day and told me some awful news... He is like my 2nd father. I love him as if he was my own family... I just want to be there by there side and with the circumstances I can't and it sucks. Another person I want to be there for more than anything is DUstin and things with his grandma was what I heard next... how she was didagnosed with cancer too. I remember her being such a wonddreful lady who dustin and his sister both love SOOOO much!! I am not sure on updates on her but I still pray every day that she is going to be alright. ANd if anything does happen with these people I know that they have such a stong relationship with christ that they will be in the right place and probably can't wait to go home! its amazing how at peace Steve is and how stong he is at this whole situation. Seeing that in a person really does make you feel so much better knowing that they are okay with whatever happens. Then todady I just found out that my friend Skye and Lindseys mom has cancer as well. Its just very ironic that this is all happennig .. so many people I know is getting cancer. Just so sad to me :(
Well I am going to get going .. thought id write on here since i havn't in a while and dont' really have anythign better to do righ tnow. I hope things are going well with everyone and you know who you rae... your in my thoughts and prayers. please take care of yourslef and know i miss you.
So november is coming fast.. and I can't wait to get out of this apartmeent. Im tired of all these bills on my own... whene the lease is up im going to move back home for at least 6 mnths or if someething good comes up with in that time. I just really need to start saving up for a house or a condo or something so my brother has a place to livee when he gets out of jail. He can't go home (which is so freaking stupid! But minors live there so he isn't allowed to) I told him that I want to have a place lined up for him to live so he doesn't have to go live in eugene with my aunt or with my grandma or anywhere else. gosh I miss him... :( I really need to get a weekend off work and go down to see him. I guess hes doing some drama thing where he is.. so thats good he is keepeing really busy, staying in shape, hopefully doing some school work so hes learning while hes there. I can't wait to just be able to take him out to a bar we're both 21 now and we're gunna have a blast when he gets out!! wow.. can't wait :)
SO i really don't underestand whats been going on recently with people getting sick. First my uncle... he was diagnosed with melanomia cancer months ago and is not doing good at all. He is currently going through kiemo and is on all this medication, he went in for a check up and they said he had knemonia (spelling?) he didn't even realilze he had it due to being in so much pain already. That hurts me to know how much pain hes going through.. and not being able to see him at all is even worse. Its my moms little brother who is her steelers partner! She loves him so so much and shes taking it hard. Then Shelbys dad; steve, he was the next one i heard about... he has very bad diabeties and has not been doing good for a while. He had heart sergry and it went good but a few days later there was complications and he had to go back into the hospital. Now i don't even talk to shelby anymore so I don't know really whats going on.. however she called dme the othere day and told me some awful news... He is like my 2nd father. I love him as if he was my own family... I just want to be there by there side and with the circumstances I can't and it sucks. Another person I want to be there for more than anything is DUstin and things with his grandma was what I heard next... how she was didagnosed with cancer too. I remember her being such a wonddreful lady who dustin and his sister both love SOOOO much!! I am not sure on updates on her but I still pray every day that she is going to be alright. ANd if anything does happen with these people I know that they have such a stong relationship with christ that they will be in the right place and probably can't wait to go home! its amazing how at peace Steve is and how stong he is at this whole situation. Seeing that in a person really does make you feel so much better knowing that they are okay with whatever happens. Then todady I just found out that my friend Skye and Lindseys mom has cancer as well. Its just very ironic that this is all happennig .. so many people I know is getting cancer. Just so sad to me :(
Well I am going to get going .. thought id write on here since i havn't in a while and dont' really have anythign better to do righ tnow. I hope things are going well with everyone and you know who you rae... your in my thoughts and prayers. please take care of yourslef and know i miss you.