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wow.. here I am thinking that I am not going to date anyone for a long while cuz im so scared to get hurt. I never thougth that I would develop these flutterbys again. or at least for a while.. but I hung out with someone the other night and it was amazing.. we went up to rocky buette and just talked and it was so clear out and it over looked the city. It was amazing... last night we hung out again and I wached smallville and attemeted to cook kettle corn. tonight we're going to go out to dinner... hmm no idea whats going on.. I want to take this extra slow, cuz im so sick of my heart being tossed around and need to just be careful to not allow myself to get attached fast.
Yesterady I went up to my uncles house.. Cody and I asked lisa if we could share a bacardi silver... she gave us a look and walked away.. we thought hey that wasn't a no.. but it wasn't a yes... she comes back outside and gives me a jar of baby bannana food and tells me I can have that instead. I think that was her way of saying no and that im not old enough blah blah... I saw ashleys new apt in corvalis its amazing! two story 3 bedroom 2 bath and they only pay $750 a month. I want out of my house so badly... i need to get out... I need freedom... my relationship with my mother is just gone down the shit hole. And I know that if I was on my own I wouldn't see her that much and our relationship would get better. Im just not to sure who to move out with.. I want to move out with shelby.. but that may not be the best idea too... grr i dunno what to do
im working though so gots to go...
Garage Sale this weekend mi casa!
Yesterady I went up to my uncles house.. Cody and I asked lisa if we could share a bacardi silver... she gave us a look and walked away.. we thought hey that wasn't a no.. but it wasn't a yes... she comes back outside and gives me a jar of baby bannana food and tells me I can have that instead. I think that was her way of saying no and that im not old enough blah blah... I saw ashleys new apt in corvalis its amazing! two story 3 bedroom 2 bath and they only pay $750 a month. I want out of my house so badly... i need to get out... I need freedom... my relationship with my mother is just gone down the shit hole. And I know that if I was on my own I wouldn't see her that much and our relationship would get better. Im just not to sure who to move out with.. I want to move out with shelby.. but that may not be the best idea too... grr i dunno what to do
im working though so gots to go...
Garage Sale this weekend mi casa!