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ever want people to just love you slash want you for who you are, then raelize that you were just over analyzing the situation times a gazillion? overanalyzation is a major trait of being a girl, a quality that i try rediculasly hard to supress, because girlyness is not a prized posession in my book... more like a plague, or a disease, constantly eatting at your innards and subconsious untill there is nothing left of you but a melted glob of water-proof mascera and goey remains of lip-gloss worn to cover up yourself, a constant facade against the world pretending to be something you were never meant to be but constantly tried to reject.