May 30, 2005 20:24
I am stoned
and I think I like it because I have been experimenting with fully expressing myself instead of acting paranoid.
so far it's working.
but now I realize that I don't really have a lot to share right now. That might be because I have no real interest in doing so and I'd rather go to bed.
I don't want to move anymore. I want to stay here and be a Small Worldling for the rest of my days.
This is me. This is who I am.
I'm kidding.
But I am scared and I almost cried today.
Almost. One tear. I might have been yawning.
Maybe later I'll talk about how I want to write each one of my co-workers a letter.