Finally
I don't feel like studing so I figured I'd post for the first time in a while. I actually wrote a whole entry on sunday while I was hanging out with Elizabeth and Mike, but the wireless connection on their laptop farted and my post got scattered on the digital wind. On the bright side I got the final version of the Canseco EP that we recorded back in November. Mike did an awesome job, but I find it very weird to listen to myself singing.
I don't feel like the same person who recorded those songs. I feel like the identity that I had been operating with for years turned out to only be attached with silly putty. For the last 7 months I have been watching it slowly strech out, getting more and more distant. It so far gone now that I can't make out most of the details anymore, the implications seem blurred and the intentions long forgotten. This sort of thing has happened to me before. I have had a few incarnations in my day. There was a time when I loved changes of this sort, I praised them and told myself they were expanding my perspective. But this just feels narrower and devoid of that kind of hope.
Monument? is not done yet. We have enough material but finals shit hit the fan before we got everything laid out. I'm not worried about it. I'd like to thank everyone who has been putting energy into Monument. We are succeeding.
well its physics time ...
I don't feel like the same person who recorded those songs. I feel like the identity that I had been operating with for years turned out to only be attached with silly putty. For the last 7 months I have been watching it slowly strech out, getting more and more distant. It so far gone now that I can't make out most of the details anymore, the implications seem blurred and the intentions long forgotten. This sort of thing has happened to me before. I have had a few incarnations in my day. There was a time when I loved changes of this sort, I praised them and told myself they were expanding my perspective. But this just feels narrower and devoid of that kind of hope.
Monument? is not done yet. We have enough material but finals shit hit the fan before we got everything laid out. I'm not worried about it. I'd like to thank everyone who has been putting energy into Monument. We are succeeding.
well its physics time ...