I've had an increasingly emotional response to music lately. I always have, but it seems to be getting stronger the older I get. Sometimes it's a song that I adore, but that I can't listen to because the longing for the places and the moments that I associate with it are so strong. And sometimes a song I never knowingly had an association to suddenly catches me off guard with its brilliance. Lately, the latter happens no more frequently than with Simon and Garfunkel. Some of their songs are so beautiful and haunting and poignant, and they sneak up on me when I least expect it.
I've listened to this song a thousand times. But this week, early in the morning, driving to work under a gray and tired sky, this song nearly made me cry.
"The night sets softly
With the hush of falling leaves
Casting shivering shadows
On the houses through the trees
And the light from a street lamp
Paints a pattern on my wall
Like the pieces of a puzzle
Or a child's uneven scrawl
Up a narrow flight of stairs
In a narrow little room
As I lie upon my bed
In the early evening gloom
Impaled on my wall
My eyes can dimly see
The pattern of my life
And the puzzle that is me
From the moment of my birth
To the instant of my death
There are patterns I must follow
Just as I must breathe each breath
Like a rat in a maze
The path before my lies
And the pattern never alters
Until the rat dies
And the pattern still remains
On the wall where darkness fell
And it's fitting that it should
For in darkness I must dwell
Like the color of my skin
Or the day that I grow old
My life is made of patterns
That can scarcely be controlled"
"Patterns" - Simon and Garfunkel
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