reasons to hate phones even more.
ive been workin a lot still. idk it doesnt leave too much time for anything else. i wish i didnt have to because it seems like a waste of life. i always looked at life as sort of a way to persue happiness. whether you catch it or not is sort of a roll of the dice, but a persuit at least. oh well. at least its not hard work, but maybe that might be better.
been trying to write songs and stuff. everyone seems to be a 4 chord song and i have to push and push to make the words get through. maybe ill post the lyrics to one. the way i do it is i start at least one a night and i finish it that night too. idk. i really just need the time to sit outside and think. more thna one thought. and then write a song for every thought. maybe i can do that on my days off. maybe i can make something more upbeat with more than 4 chords.
i just tried to write something and i cant. i hate work. i hate hearing people laugh when im really mad. its just some sort of maniacal lunacy. i hate this thing and i hate not doing anything but work. i hate hearing when i dont want to.
been trying to write songs and stuff. everyone seems to be a 4 chord song and i have to push and push to make the words get through. maybe ill post the lyrics to one. the way i do it is i start at least one a night and i finish it that night too. idk. i really just need the time to sit outside and think. more thna one thought. and then write a song for every thought. maybe i can do that on my days off. maybe i can make something more upbeat with more than 4 chords.
i just tried to write something and i cant. i hate work. i hate hearing people laugh when im really mad. its just some sort of maniacal lunacy. i hate this thing and i hate not doing anything but work. i hate hearing when i dont want to.