hail and firestone
what is the world coming to when 2 days go by without an update from chris? do you kids remember when he and i used to update like balls? and ian too. hell, even yale used to tell us what was up with him. now i'm lucky if i know what's going on in megan's life... stupid growing old. what are we going to do? sometimes, and when i say sometimes i mean once every couple months or so, i think about what it's like to grow old, and what it'll be like to die, and how what if there's nothing else, and you just cease to exist. needless to say, this gets me terribly anxious, and i often can't shake the though from my head, and then i get all scared, and think about how little i've done with my life, and how i should be doing something right now, but i am doing stuff. i mean, i have two jobs, friends, a girl(sorta), and i don't know, maybe from an objective viewer i'm not doing as much.
today, in my city, it was way sunny outside, and it just started hailing, a lot... like, it covered the ground it was hailing so much. it was insane.
the O.C. is getting cancelled. while this is obviously bad news, it's not really all that upsetting. i hate to say that it's not as good as when it started, but it's really not. i understand mischa barton probably had better things to do(me) but she was a pretty big part of the show, and the writing has changed, and, maybe it's just because at the time it was fresh and new(for a soap opera) but now it's lost on me. also my life has changed considerably since then. so maybe in my mind things are different, so it's different. thoghts?
anywho, so i promised a couple posts(like a month) ago that i would talk about girlie, emo style things. i think the first was the girl who i'm sorta seeing right now. her name's jaclyn, and she's totally rock and roll. she has a movie collection to die for, something like 200 movies, and it's hella good shit, such as the Die Hard Triology, all the X-Men movies(including 1.5, who has that?) and the Royal Tenenbaums(!). she also has chick flicks, because, well, she is a chick. point being, she's totally fun to be around, and i have a great time with her, but man dating still, after all this time, is not in the part of my mind labeled "a fun time." luckily for me, she's totally cool with this, which is huge for me, because girls are normally like "when are we going to take this to the next level?" which of course for guys means anal, but for chicks means flowers and chocolates. this is not to say i have any problem with those things, just that she doesn't seem to mind not getting them. i mean, her favorite part of Last Man Standing is when he's fucking the prostitute and blows the guy away naked, because as she said "oh man, that was cool." this is a girl you don't let get away, okay?
the other girl i mentioned before was abigail, which now seems rather anachronistic, because yes, then, i missed her a lot, and even now, i can feel that it would be nice to still you know, whatever, but really, she's partly dead to me. every time i get a text from her anymore, it's like "don't say those things, i have a boyfriend now." or something along those lines. as if i wasn't fully aware of the fact. she seems like the kind of girl, upon retrospect, who has to always have a boyfriend, or else she implodes emotionally, which is fine with me, but i don't know how God feels about that.
(side note, i spent more time talking about jaclyn than abigail; this is a good thing)
oh and the third girl. nora zehetner... anyone who has seen one of my favorite movies of all time, the amazingly well crafted Brick, starring Joseph Gordon-Levitt knows all about my Nora. she played the femme fatale, Laura, and i'm in love with her. she also had a short stint on Heroes, the show on NBC that i watched for a bit, til the episode where she DIED! come on guys, don't kill my baby like that, especially not with Sirus shooting her in the face. anyone who hasn't seen Brick should go out immediately and watch it. seriously, i'll wait...
this is by far the longest post i've had in at least a year. i work noah's and barca tomorrow, so it'll be saturday before you get more from me. don't get the shakes.
today, in my city, it was way sunny outside, and it just started hailing, a lot... like, it covered the ground it was hailing so much. it was insane.
the O.C. is getting cancelled. while this is obviously bad news, it's not really all that upsetting. i hate to say that it's not as good as when it started, but it's really not. i understand mischa barton probably had better things to do(me) but she was a pretty big part of the show, and the writing has changed, and, maybe it's just because at the time it was fresh and new(for a soap opera) but now it's lost on me. also my life has changed considerably since then. so maybe in my mind things are different, so it's different. thoghts?
anywho, so i promised a couple posts(like a month) ago that i would talk about girlie, emo style things. i think the first was the girl who i'm sorta seeing right now. her name's jaclyn, and she's totally rock and roll. she has a movie collection to die for, something like 200 movies, and it's hella good shit, such as the Die Hard Triology, all the X-Men movies(including 1.5, who has that?) and the Royal Tenenbaums(!). she also has chick flicks, because, well, she is a chick. point being, she's totally fun to be around, and i have a great time with her, but man dating still, after all this time, is not in the part of my mind labeled "a fun time." luckily for me, she's totally cool with this, which is huge for me, because girls are normally like "when are we going to take this to the next level?" which of course for guys means anal, but for chicks means flowers and chocolates. this is not to say i have any problem with those things, just that she doesn't seem to mind not getting them. i mean, her favorite part of Last Man Standing is when he's fucking the prostitute and blows the guy away naked, because as she said "oh man, that was cool." this is a girl you don't let get away, okay?
the other girl i mentioned before was abigail, which now seems rather anachronistic, because yes, then, i missed her a lot, and even now, i can feel that it would be nice to still you know, whatever, but really, she's partly dead to me. every time i get a text from her anymore, it's like "don't say those things, i have a boyfriend now." or something along those lines. as if i wasn't fully aware of the fact. she seems like the kind of girl, upon retrospect, who has to always have a boyfriend, or else she implodes emotionally, which is fine with me, but i don't know how God feels about that.
(side note, i spent more time talking about jaclyn than abigail; this is a good thing)
oh and the third girl. nora zehetner... anyone who has seen one of my favorite movies of all time, the amazingly well crafted Brick, starring Joseph Gordon-Levitt knows all about my Nora. she played the femme fatale, Laura, and i'm in love with her. she also had a short stint on Heroes, the show on NBC that i watched for a bit, til the episode where she DIED! come on guys, don't kill my baby like that, especially not with Sirus shooting her in the face. anyone who hasn't seen Brick should go out immediately and watch it. seriously, i'll wait...
this is by far the longest post i've had in at least a year. i work noah's and barca tomorrow, so it'll be saturday before you get more from me. don't get the shakes.