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I always hated being new to certain sites like this. I have an opendiary, but the site goes down way too much for my liking. I was into writing entries by hand in cute notebooks you could find in bookstoors, such as Waldenbooks, now there are so many new inventions, so many new sites to put your entries out to the world. I suppose it could cause some problems, I suppose it could cause some copywrite "pain-in-the-ass," but then again, who really cares? One thing you will notice about me, is that I can be somewhat straight forward, especially when it comes to controversial issues I feel strongly about on one side or another. I like to ask questions and be asked questions. If you like how I write, tell me, if you don't then I don't really need to hear it, because quite frankly, I won't care too much.
I'm not into the drama anymore like I used to be when I was in high school. Thats all there ever was in high school was stupid drama. I remember one incident during my Senior Banquet last year. I was only in this school for about a year, and the other "girls" were pissed off that I made Senior Banquet queen after winning a "Survivor" game with one of my really good friends. After I won, I decided to leave so I could spend the night with my boyfriend, Talon (who I will tell you about in a later entry). Talon and I had bought silly string so we could surprise some of my friends when they went to their cars. We stringed about 50 cars, and really stringed this other girl's car because she was a complete bitch. I went into school on Monday not realizing that I was being faced with 2 very angry people, and a bunch of bitchy friends of theirs. Supposedly, someone had seen me stringing the cars, so whatever, I admited to stringing only one, which was the only one they saw. This girl, in turn, tried getting the police involved saying it was vandalism. Silly string is vandalism? Damn, thats a new one. They tried getting me kicked out of school, and tried making so I could not go to prom. I was really tight with the dean, and nothing happened. No detention, no suspension, and I wasn't even required to give them an apology. Basically, she said Fuck you, it's rediculous. That was the last bit of drama I had experienced in high school. Prom was nothing, just a bunch of spiteful, jealous, good for nothing high school girls. I was right in the end, everything fell right into place.
So, I was a freshman at CCRI this year. I am almost finished with my second semester, and I can honestly say that it has been a hell of a lot easier than high school. I can skip when I want, do the homework I want, and I can be late to class without having to get detention. The best part about it is that I get FULL FINANCIAL AID+ $1500 more than I need for my tuition and books. So, thats basically a sweet ass check at the end of each semester. Being at CCRI has opened my eyes, I must say to a variety of different people, and different activities I had never known about before. Obviously, Magic the Gathering is not something I want to be playing, but it's definitely something to be doing while I am spending my 4 hour break in between classes. I've met a lot of cool people, except for all the ones who try and hug me and play with my hair...uh uh, no way, BAD. Don't touch me. And then there are the people that I met with insane cases of A-D-D, and horrible body odors. Then there are the cool people I've met. People like Gregg (who is awesome...chig chiggy boom), Jenn (who's fun and used to be Chuckie and Chuckie Cheese's), and people like Bill and James, who I don't want to comment on. *smiles*
The only thing that has really sucked about going to CCRI is that I live in Newport, and because of the car accident I was in back in September, I haven't had a car so I have to take a bus from my house to Kennedy Plaza in Providence, and then a bus from KP to CCRI: totaling about 2 hours, if not more. And, if we get lucky, we have Frank bringing us to school 3 days a week for our 8am class. So, its basically the ride home.
I've been really stressed lately. I haven't had a job in over 2 months and I have rent to pay, clothes to buy, etc. I have been living off of the same pair of pants for 3 months. Its near impossible to be able to do laundry when I have to wear what needs to be washed. I have to rely on Talon for money all the time (and he's a real sweet heart for it, I love you baby), and it is a real big pain in the ass. When we get into an argument, it sucks, especially if it is at school. It's a tricky topic MONEY. EVERYONE needs it, NO ONE has it anymore, and ANYONE would to ANYTHING to get some. Prostitution. Yuk. Don't ask where that came from, random...indeed. I gave a speech on playboy today. I'm in love with Talon. Alright, peace, I'm out!
O_o My Bubbles o_O
I'm not into the drama anymore like I used to be when I was in high school. Thats all there ever was in high school was stupid drama. I remember one incident during my Senior Banquet last year. I was only in this school for about a year, and the other "girls" were pissed off that I made Senior Banquet queen after winning a "Survivor" game with one of my really good friends. After I won, I decided to leave so I could spend the night with my boyfriend, Talon (who I will tell you about in a later entry). Talon and I had bought silly string so we could surprise some of my friends when they went to their cars. We stringed about 50 cars, and really stringed this other girl's car because she was a complete bitch. I went into school on Monday not realizing that I was being faced with 2 very angry people, and a bunch of bitchy friends of theirs. Supposedly, someone had seen me stringing the cars, so whatever, I admited to stringing only one, which was the only one they saw. This girl, in turn, tried getting the police involved saying it was vandalism. Silly string is vandalism? Damn, thats a new one. They tried getting me kicked out of school, and tried making so I could not go to prom. I was really tight with the dean, and nothing happened. No detention, no suspension, and I wasn't even required to give them an apology. Basically, she said Fuck you, it's rediculous. That was the last bit of drama I had experienced in high school. Prom was nothing, just a bunch of spiteful, jealous, good for nothing high school girls. I was right in the end, everything fell right into place.
So, I was a freshman at CCRI this year. I am almost finished with my second semester, and I can honestly say that it has been a hell of a lot easier than high school. I can skip when I want, do the homework I want, and I can be late to class without having to get detention. The best part about it is that I get FULL FINANCIAL AID+ $1500 more than I need for my tuition and books. So, thats basically a sweet ass check at the end of each semester. Being at CCRI has opened my eyes, I must say to a variety of different people, and different activities I had never known about before. Obviously, Magic the Gathering is not something I want to be playing, but it's definitely something to be doing while I am spending my 4 hour break in between classes. I've met a lot of cool people, except for all the ones who try and hug me and play with my hair...uh uh, no way, BAD. Don't touch me. And then there are the people that I met with insane cases of A-D-D, and horrible body odors. Then there are the cool people I've met. People like Gregg (who is awesome...chig chiggy boom), Jenn (who's fun and used to be Chuckie and Chuckie Cheese's), and people like Bill and James, who I don't want to comment on. *smiles*
The only thing that has really sucked about going to CCRI is that I live in Newport, and because of the car accident I was in back in September, I haven't had a car so I have to take a bus from my house to Kennedy Plaza in Providence, and then a bus from KP to CCRI: totaling about 2 hours, if not more. And, if we get lucky, we have Frank bringing us to school 3 days a week for our 8am class. So, its basically the ride home.
I've been really stressed lately. I haven't had a job in over 2 months and I have rent to pay, clothes to buy, etc. I have been living off of the same pair of pants for 3 months. Its near impossible to be able to do laundry when I have to wear what needs to be washed. I have to rely on Talon for money all the time (and he's a real sweet heart for it, I love you baby), and it is a real big pain in the ass. When we get into an argument, it sucks, especially if it is at school. It's a tricky topic MONEY. EVERYONE needs it, NO ONE has it anymore, and ANYONE would to ANYTHING to get some. Prostitution. Yuk. Don't ask where that came from, random...indeed. I gave a speech on playboy today. I'm in love with Talon. Alright, peace, I'm out!
O_o My Bubbles o_O