well i'll be damned.
I am gone for like... a couple weeks or something, and people start dropping me off their friends' lists. Damn, people, is it not okay for me to HAVE A LIFE?!
Oh, wait, nevermind. It's all good. I just read what happened. I'm too lazy to go back and start this post over again. heh.
So, um, got to see Steve on Friday... but nothing happened. He went home and went to bed after his gig. I think K was excited because she didn't want to deal with him and I at her apartment again. I don't blame her, but I really wanted to hang out with him. *shrugs* I just really don't fucking know what to do with him. it is mixed signal land.
I haven't been meeting many guys lately. I haven't really gone out at all this week. I haven't really been OUT since Friday... and that was when we went to see Steve's band, so naturally I was focused on him... oh and that guy who his mom used to babysit me when I was little and she used to put me on the bus in the morning... he wouldn't leave me alone. he bought K and I drinks, but then he just WOULDNT LEAVE ME ALONE! *sigh* I was getting irritated after a while. Finally I just made it clear by blabbering a lot, really loudly to K about Steve. He asked me "Now, wait, which one is the guy you know?" I said "The saxaphone player." He wandered over to look and see who he was... and LAUGHED. That was it. Now maybe he is not your type of person, Mr. UPS, played 4 sports in high school, I still hang out on this side of town... but that just pissed me off. I know you're trying to get me, and you know I want him, but you don't have to pull that cocky manuver of LAUGHING at a guy i'm clearly attracted to. IF you knew how I was laughing at YOU maybe you wouldnt be laughing so hard. *grrr*
Oh, wait, nevermind. It's all good. I just read what happened. I'm too lazy to go back and start this post over again. heh.
So, um, got to see Steve on Friday... but nothing happened. He went home and went to bed after his gig. I think K was excited because she didn't want to deal with him and I at her apartment again. I don't blame her, but I really wanted to hang out with him. *shrugs* I just really don't fucking know what to do with him. it is mixed signal land.
I haven't been meeting many guys lately. I haven't really gone out at all this week. I haven't really been OUT since Friday... and that was when we went to see Steve's band, so naturally I was focused on him... oh and that guy who his mom used to babysit me when I was little and she used to put me on the bus in the morning... he wouldn't leave me alone. he bought K and I drinks, but then he just WOULDNT LEAVE ME ALONE! *sigh* I was getting irritated after a while. Finally I just made it clear by blabbering a lot, really loudly to K about Steve. He asked me "Now, wait, which one is the guy you know?" I said "The saxaphone player." He wandered over to look and see who he was... and LAUGHED. That was it. Now maybe he is not your type of person, Mr. UPS, played 4 sports in high school, I still hang out on this side of town... but that just pissed me off. I know you're trying to get me, and you know I want him, but you don't have to pull that cocky manuver of LAUGHING at a guy i'm clearly attracted to. IF you knew how I was laughing at YOU maybe you wouldnt be laughing so hard. *grrr*