HI ^^ do you still know who I am? :”3
Everything was just fine… yup. Just fine. D’: Did you know that I just turned 20 last May 30? Hahaha im a grown up but honestly, I don’t feel im twenty. In my mind im still 13 years old, wtf. I am forever young. Oh btw, you don’t know how much I missed you guys, how much I missed spazzing, how much I missed punching my monitor because of hyukjae, im glad that I could still talk over some people over facebook, I was glad mandy and aisha are keeping so much in touch with me. I owe them. I missed my fandom, and I missed eunhae, and the delusions they gave me. I missed writing, I missed reading, I missed everything that makes me really happy. Everyday in our house feels so lonely, im stressed even if Im not doing anything. It’s so lonely.
And this passed few days I noticed how my parents argue, they are shouting and having arguments that they don’t have before. I don’t know if they are falling out of love or it’s just because they are a bit pressured that my aunt will be back soon and will be living with us. It’s frustrating, srsly, hearing your parents shout and cuss at each other? I really wanted to cry. Last night I even woke up hearing another argument from them. And I hated the feeling. I hope they would find the way back to each other or else I, myself, would suggest them separating rather than hearing them fight everyday. It sounds selfish but I think it’s better.
Enough with the drama, let’s move on with the updates and announcements. :)
I’ll continue writing my fics
- Story of the fallen (Summary: hyukjae is in search of the fallen, the fallen is in search of his existence.)
- Links (Summary: a story of family, friendship and love is about to unfold. With kim kibum, lee donghae and lee hyukjae as the main characters, who will end up with who and who will be left alone?)
- Please master! (Summary: eunhyuk works part time.)
As of now, im doing my best to update “story of the fallen” until it reached the climax, as for the other two stories im still thinking if I should just end it immediately since it’s very near the middle. I’ll do my best on doing one shots as well and finished my other 2 shot fic (if you could still remember my kyuwookmin threesome fic “midnight rendezvous”). I was thinking of changing the title of “story of the fallen” because it sounds so cliché. Help me make a new title. :)
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And oh! I made icons with my crappy graphics ability hahaha.
Here. Comment if taking some. And do not hotlink. :) the icons are still mine despite the fact that it was really ugly. I have no talent in this field.
And here’s a few picture of me, just to those who haven’t seen me yet.
SELCA TIME 1 2 3 4 . :*
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here for the 4th chapter of “story of the fallen”. o//