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So this is what my life has become? A long dark road of nothing. I have been feeling quiet down lately. I suppose it is my lack of interest in anything. But then again who and what is out there to boggle my mind? Oh hell just kill me now. I have been so stressed out about college this week. I have this major scholarship that I am in the running for and I have been trying to get the paper work in on time. My mother is being an ass about it too. I need her damn tax shit from 2003 in order to send it in but she wont give it to me. I told her to stop being a bitch and give it to me because this scholarship is the border between college and Rochester for the rest of my life. But obviously I did not get through to her much. So I let Claire take care of it. She hates my mother. I got my financial aid acceptance letter. So all I have to pay is $1658. The scholarship I am going for is for $1500 so if I get this I would only have to pay $158 for college. WHY CAN'T FUCKING SHIT EVER GO MY WAY? DAMN! I can pay the rest no problem. I need this I just wish it is guaranteed to me. I need to get the fuck out of this place and soon.